🔷🔷🔷vocab story based on the Hindu vocab, 16 Nov.



" You"



Why are these nights so 👉 scandalous (discreditable) for me? 😒😒😒 Yes, I am asking this to you because you were the one who made me believe in beautiful nights. 🌷



There is nothing without you. Every day, I have to motivate my brain, my soul, my heart to live, to work... 📖📖 Because you have left me in a 👉retrograde (regressive) path of pain. 💔💔.



I waited for so long. I wanted to discuss my pain, my tears, my broken dreams, my hurt feelings with you. I knew you have hurt me but I was wishing you to come back and understand my emotional 👉 blight (affliction). 😣😣



But you didn't come and I came to know that a part of my consciousness knew that you didn't come. That was me who never accepted this. 😑😔😔.



After waiting so long, now I am to accept that you are not to come back for me. You are not to 👉 acquit (absolve) me from that imprisonment of unlimited grief. 



You are not the one who will 👉 oust (expel) me from that hell of death.


You are to hurt not to heal. 😏



With all of this, I also realize that I am the one who can help me and I developed this thought with 👉 perseverance (persistence). 😊 


I am to 👉 displace (depose) your thoughts from my brain. I am to save my 👉 bankrupt ( insolvent) heart. 💟😔



I write various things, topics, feelings, stories but I always skip you. Today, I am writing to you, Not with pain or hate but with acceptance. 😌 



I am to accept the truth. Your name is not to disturb me anymore. I have accepted you as a part of my life. I have accepted myself as my life 😊. 



I realize that accepting things is the 👉 fundamental (basic) rule for being happy and keep working. I am trying to change things, to make them better... I am trying to heal myself, because I have accepted that I am the one who can do this for me. 😊. 



I know, somewhere you are also waiting for me, so the 👉 implication ( suggestion) is that I am not the one for you, you are the one for you. Accept this.😊 




Credit - Aastha



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